Life in California

After I left my family and school behind I came California to get away from it all. I met up with D.B and we caught up and talked for hours. I got a job at a liberty and got read many different types of books. Later I got the erg to go one with school and with a little help from my brother I got into a community college and majored literature. Then got a job as writer for the town’s newspaper, lot of people enjoyed my stories. I wrote my first book the next year and the same year it got published, I called it The Catcher in the Rye. I sort of miss my old life, but I know that I’m doing better now.   

                                         
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My emotions

I've been a distant type of guy that doesn't like to be around people. I try to keep my emotions closed up inside of me, but sometimes just can’t and I break out in tears. I never get really close to people so as to not get attached to them and get feeling for them. When feel like not give people who I really am I just lie and tell them a false name act the way I want and that keeps me clam in those situations. The museum has always been a place that has given comfort and security. Thinking of Jane and Allie also make me calm. I’m a strange guy, but that who I am like it or not. 

                                   

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Dreams

I don’t have many dreams, but I do have at least one. I have a dream to be the catcher in the rye, it’s like a job I want to have. It’s a person that takes care of kid that would play near a cliff and if they were to fall I would catch them. I feel like it my way helping the world to still have innocents. My dream is that there will always be innocents in this corrupted world. All I want is there to good in this world that can overthrow the bad. As long as children are innocent there is a good chance of my dream coming true.

                               

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Phonies

Most of the people in the world are phonies and there okay with that. I hate phonies there their worst I wish people could just see how bad they look as phonies. All the school I went to had phonies and so does New York. I’m not a phony because live for myself and not please anyone else. To be a phony is to be a moron to me, because it a chose to be one or not. I try to steer clear of them, they really depress me. I hope that I don’t ever have to see another one, but that is very unlikely.

                                    

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Innocents

To me children are innocent; they have no corrupted thought or feelings. They live their lives without a worry, not thing of what comes next in their lives, just happy to be alive. My little sister is still innocent, she but young child still. I saw it when she and other kids would try to get the ring on the merry-go-round not worried if they would fall and hurt themselves, just really wanting to get ring. My little brother Allie, which dead will be innocent to me forever. He lived his life only as a child so he dead innocent. The fact that they have not matured yet act the way they do is innocents.

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My love life

There have been many ladies in my life so far, but here some of the ones that really got to me. The first one goes by the name Sally Hayes, he quite a phony. I when on a date with her while I was in New York it start out nice we watched a play then went ice skating and that when it started to go south. I don’t why, but at that time I feel in love with her and wanted to run away with her, but she just denied my so I told her she was a pain and I left. The girl that got away Jane Gallagher, I met her one summer year ago. Then after that I never got see her again, not even when my moron of a roommate Stradlater went out with her. She was a great girl with a great personality. Girls, you just can’t please them
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Family

My family is modest one; there are five or six if you count my brother that dead. Father is a lawyer that makes good money and provides for the family. My mother is a woman that worries a lot for us here children, she really cares for us. D.B is my older brother that lives in Hollywood, his writer for the movies. Then there’s Phoebe my younger sister, she’s a smart one, she’s one of my favorite people in the world. Finally there’s my little brother Allie that died, he was another person I really liked, he was a very good person to be around. My family is not the best, but it mine and I couldn't ask for another one.

                                     

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My thought of New York City

New York City is full many different people, most phonies and morons, but good place to meet people. I have do many reckless thing here in this city some I enjoyed and some I just what to forget. I remember every single moment I was there, at time I felt like I was the man, and then later I just fell like dirt. From the time I checked into my hotel room to my decision to go home it was going downhill. I did get to do a lot of grow up thing like drink and meet many women, but at the end I just feel like going home. This city opened me to the world and it is a difficult one. I say goodbye to the city and move on to better places.                            

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School

I've never really like going to school, it was always full of phonies. I could never find the reason to try in any of my class. The only class that I ever excelled was English class and that is only because if a great writer. I've been to many different schools not because I've moved a lot, but because I've gotten kicked out of all of them. To tell you the truth I don’t really care. School is for people who want go on to college, get phony job, work with phony people, and live a phony life. Let the morons go after a phony life I have better thing to do with my time.

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Intro

Hello my name is Holden Copperfield. I am a former student at Pencey Prep. This blog is a way for me to express my thought without having to tell someone. I will be writing about my personal life, my thoughts, my feelings, my dream, and some past events that have happened to me. Keep in mind that these are my opinion on thing and they may be different to yours, so please be considerate. I've gone through some hard trials and am still impacted by them. Never the less I hope you enjoy reading my inner thoughts.

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